If I am repaired, can we meet again for the first time, in all of the places I have feared to go, and then, again, in all of the places I will have forgotten, if I am repaired?



Friday, June 17, 2016

Three Swell Books

Starting with Kate, because...

Well, just because. 

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Saturday, June 4, 2016

Short on Slippers

She had thought her name would carry her. Up. Out. Something.
       Not that she hadn’t made an effort. She had. The cello, the toe shoes, the Bauhaus decor. She had submerged herself. 
       She couldn’t keep up though, keep focused, keep thin. Not Claire thin. Not Claire sharp. Not without help. 
She shared a room now with a girl named Dakota, in a house occupied by twenty women, all of which had to dump their purses and pee in a cup each time they came through the front door. A front door that was locked after ten thirty, so you’d better find a day job.
       It was after one. Dark, but not dark enough. 
       She couldn’t sleep. It was too loud, the house, the road outside, the hood. It buzzed. All of it.
       It was the hardest part of being clean, the noise.  
       Quiet. She wanted some quiet. Just for a few minutes.
       Dakota slept, her breathe raking soft against her palate. 
       She had once thought of it as ignorance, Dakota’s peace, her ability to sleep, to shut off. She longed for it now, admired it at times.  
       She sat up. She put on her slippers, dark leopard prints she’d found at Goodwill. Very Dakota.  
       The window would let her out. Down. Something.
       Two blocks from the house she found a stop sign, planted in a small triangle of grass.
      She felt a curious connection to the sign. The cars, the power lines, the fluorescents, all of it, ignoring its plea.
       Can’t you see? Be quiet!
       She took hold of the signpost.
       Stop! Stop! Stop! She shook the post and shook the post and shook.
She wasn’t there for breakfast, Claire. 
       The women hoped quietly against the odds, said prayers.
       Dakota found the slippers, the dark leopard prints, on her way to work that morning, tucked up to the stop sign, as if it were a bedside.
       She left them be. It seemed so very, Claire. The corner, the sign, the slippers. All of it. 
       So very Claire.


Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Short While Stopped

They put Charlie Paxton away today. In Daubers, the Psychiatric Facility. 
       Charlie used to work heavy machinery. They’ve been widening New Shackle Road for a while now. He was on board that project, operating a Komatsu excavator. 
       Charlie was backfilling a sewer box a couple weeks ago, about noon. There was this cop there. You know how it is. There’s always got to be a couple cops standing around construction zones, wearing yellow vests, doing nothing. I guess this cop had a thing for standing next to Charlie’s excavator.
        “You ever have a fly buzzing around the room while you’re trying to read,” Charlie told the Judge.
       The cop was checking texts when Charlie swung the Komastu’s bucket around and clipped him at the base of his skull. Of course it killed him instantly, but the force threw him out into the street where he was run over three times before traffic could get stopped.
        “Same thing,” Charlie told the Judge.