If I am repaired, can we meet againfor the first time, in all of the places I have feared to go, and then, again, in all of the places I will have forgotten, if I am repaired?
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Here is the desk drawer in which all of my odds and ends are kept, tidbits that would otherwise never see the light of day.
I was thinking about my mother, About me, The big dreamer, And how she’s always been there, Believing, At the foot of every new cross I decided to bear.
I’ve been thinking, too, About the burden I must be… The burden Christ must have been To his mother, Mary. And wondering, If maybe we both should have put a little something away…
A Still edgy. Don’t tell me that it’s the weather. I know better. My days under the sun are hardly different than my days under ice. A jacket perhaps.
I last longer now. Seven, eight hours... before the unraveling. I should set tools aside then; at first sight. But who does? I press for another hour. Until something breaks. And then curse my curse.